December 2011
Last day of 2011 and it's freakishly hot. I can't...
And that was the least I could do. Why so evil, dear weather?
Special days always feel a little bit lonelier
31st/1st is coming up. Seems like 2011 will end just like that.
I think I just understood someone better, 5 years...
I was such an idiot.
More trust have been placed in me than I have...
And sometimes I am afraid I will unknowingly break the trust. It will be too convenient then to simply say that I didn’t know that much trust has been placed in me, won’t it?
@entitledto
Q: Why are you emo. And do you like fish?
The second part is really really random yknow, but I will answer it first because it’s easier. I like fish in general, but I do have a slight dislike for steamed fish if they are not fresh/prepared properly.
I can’t pinpoint a specific issue as to why I am emo; rather it is probably because of the accumulation of events over my high school...
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Why do I only get a sense of calmness behind the...
With my hands are on the steering wheel and my feet flooring the accelerator, for those moments, I feel like I can ignore everything. If only roads were endless, fuel unlimited, maybe I would be able to drive on forever. It’s not like the roads are smooth to drive on either; sometimes they are horrible; sometimes it’s just me hitting speeds of 120 and weaving in and out, getting honked...
If I can't be the first person you turn to for...
Truthful Tuesday; ask anything you want. →
Since it’s the last Tuesday of 2011, I figure maybe I’d repent a bit and tell a little truth. So feel free to ask any questions you want, and I will decide whether I reply anonymously or publicly.
I would of course prefer questions to not be asked anonymously.
USP is asking me for my personal aspiration
I am having a hard time deciding between reading manga for life or speeding down Singapore roads at 240kmph like a boss. Help?
My happiness is pegged to other people
Maybe I have made life tougher for myself this way, but it reminds me that to make myself happy, I have to make others happy first in hopes that they will make me happy.
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Conversation 16: Liking her
A: You like her, don't you?
B: Yea.. I really do.
A: Then why do you suppress yourself so much, keeping your real feelings from her.
B: I don't think she would like a guy like me.
A: You are the dumb one here. If you like someone, you should just confess to her. You never know till you try. Maybe she has something for you too.
B: If that is the case she has not shown any indications up till now.
A: Maybe just like you, she's suppressing herself too. Someone needs to take the first step and it should be you. Trying to limit yourself to the friendship boundary, how can you answer to your heart?
B: I can't. But I am afraid that if I cross the friendship boundary, we may never be friends again. And I am afraid that I will just hurt her in the end.
A: But you are simply hurting yourself and not being true to yourself. True, things might be awkward if the confession goes otherwise, but hurting like this, I don't think she would want you to bear this burden alone.
“When the remembering was done, the forgetting could begin.”
– Sara Zarr (via runawaytrain)
